[ Just The Girl ]

Saturday, March 31, 2007

and thanks karon for your filter paper smiley face.

Just The Girl @ 6:45 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

how much blood do we have to lose if we want to die?

lif e is just a piece of shit.
i should have been dead.
there's nth worth for me to live on.://

Just The Girl @ 6:28 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

i wonder how long does it take to jump down from a high building?

Just The Girl @ 7:45 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

i suddenly have this weird thinking.
what if one day i just die in an accident or whatever.
will anyone even mourn for me?

Just The Girl @ 12:28 PM

a random post.
realise how war is so damn freaking scary.i am glad that i am living is such a peaceful place.

Just The Girl @ 11:01 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007

school is like starting soon.
in two days time:///
and i havent finish anything yet:/
how failure can i get?
and CYM is going to change the seating arrangement:///
i will miss everyone in the row://
all the talks and laughs and everything else
i just dont want school to start
school is just like a place where i await death
l1r5 is gonna kill me too://

SCHOOL IS JUST SO IRRITATING

JIAYIN JUST WANTS TO DIE.
WHO CAN SEND HER TO HER DEATH?

Just The Girl @ 6:36 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

the camp was like super super uber uber uber fun.
i <33333333 three faith to bits and pieces(((((((((((((;
we are like so high and everything during the camp.

day 1.
was the earliest to reach today at northpoint.
met lynn, kaya and huizhen then we cab to school.
after that we depart for the campsite.
had outdoor cooking and sarimbun hunt.
the noodles and hotdog for lunch and they seriously tasted like shit.
it wasnt even warm.
missed sarimbun hunt because had to go hta for npdp training.
actually called taxi for half an hour!
realise that npdp was quite fun.
so i dun wanna be a reserve.
must brush up my drills and work hurt to not get kicked out!
i was so pissed and annoyed by this person larh.
i was like move!move!move!
and he just stone there.
almost could had slap him and scream at him.
then we went back school and they were having dinner.
ate a fishball only cos i was like super full.
then we had song session.
it was like so fun and hilarious.
the trainers was like so comical etc.
then it was night hike.
it wasnt scary but it was all those screaming that make us feel scared.
had like ne lessons which was like dots...
then we had reflections.
had chocolate bun and my reflection was'i learnt how to cooperate with others'
then we went for showers.
shower outside and changed inside cos there was like not enough toilets.
it's actually quite fun to bath outside huh.
then it was lights off.
in the middle of the light, i suddenly wake up and call my sister to off the lights for me.
it's actually quite scary cos i wasnt even like dreaming or sth.

day 2.
i was definitely an alarm clock today.
woke up like automatically myself.
had nasi lemak as breakfast and it was quite nice but the milo was so diluteed:/
then we had team building.
had to sit on this thing andmove without standing according to our name.
i was like so uselss, i cant even shift when it was like so easy to others.
i should have just died you know and not cry.
at least i will not be wasting others' time.
then we had challenge valley.
only went for the last station which was like milo pond.
i was like so scared when sliding down.
i am just so useless i cant even stand properly at the pond when it was like so shallow.
STUPID USELESS JIAYIN.
then we had rafting.
i ant even tie a clove hith properly.
useless me.
but sailing in the sea was fun(((:
then we had lunch.
after that was kayaking.
even though it was only kayaking for a while, i feel accomplished.
cos it was only then i was useful and taught cheryl how to hold the paddle properly:DDD
then it was rock wall.
everyone climb so high besides me.
i gave up half way through.
and i just cant push myself up.
i have weak muscles.
SUPER SUPER LOUSY JIAYIN.
then it was abseiling.
didnt do that station cos it looked super scary and the instructor was super fierce.
however,i had fun throwing stones and competing who can throw further and having stone rain with karon.:DDDDDD
then we had dinner followed by campfire.
campfire was fun and i cheered until i had no voice.
the trainers was like pouring water over each other and they continued their jap act from day 1.
then we had shower.
chiong to the bathrooom so i got to bath in the toiletss:DDDDD
i was bathing super fast lorh.
i can bath fast.
YAY.JIAYIN IS USEFUL FINALLY.
then it was night reflections.
act one and a half curry puff cos it was damn nice.
and i realise how our lame our trainer can be and how cold his jokes was.
then we went to sleep.
AND SYLVIA, I WASNTT MOLESTING YOU KAY.
MAYBE I WAS JUST LIKE DREAMING THAT I WAS FIGHTING WITH SOMEONE SO I KEEP HTTING YOU.(i think i nvr dream)

day 3.
it was super duper cold today.
the fan was at speed three?
had beehon for breakfast and it was nice.
the milo was nicer too cos at least it was sweet.
then we clean the basins and the pick up rubbish at the dining hall.
the we had crc.
was so damn freaking useless.
only need to balance myself and walk throught yet i was screaming like mad and trembling with fear.
ppl on the highest one didnt scream as much as i do
didnt dare to do the other staions cos i think i will just drop off and die:///
then it was archery.
lousy jiayin only got one arrow shoot at the black board.
bad aiming skills huh.
then had chicken rice for lunch which was like quite nice.
then area cleaning was spent walking around looking for lost and found items.
then it was evaluation.
we were like complaining that ben keep abandoning us.
and he was like stomping his feet and telling us his reasons??
funny huh.
and i realise that he like to touch his heart and say he;s heartbroken etc.
just like karon who like to always say you hurt my self esteem.
then it was prize presentation.
we were like "cheryl sexy mama and ben chicken neh neh pok"
and we were like cheering while the other ppl was like silence.
so embarrassing.
after went back to school.
on the bus, ppl were like crying and singing,
PPL, DUN CRY.

I <333333333333333333333333333333333 THREE FAITH LOADS!

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